darkness and clasical music

So as the title implies I am sitting here in darkness and listening to clasical music. Why am I doing this you may ask. There reson for that is because I have nothing to do. Both because i have beaten everything and because I am too lazy to do something that might actually be worth my time. The only other thing I could be doing is watching random anime. But I do not know if that would actually help right now. Why is this a problem for me not having anything to do? Because when I am not doing anything I sit and think. Currently all I can think of is the future and it is unpleasant. That is why I want something to do. SCII turned out to be unsatisfying. The storyline was interesting but I cannot play that game for so long with out loosing interest. I do not know if it is because I have lost interest in RTS or SciFi or what but I just did not get into the game. I was thinking about WOW but it does not work on my computer and I think I could only play it for so long with out getting board with it. And with school coming up soon who knows how much time im going to have. Maybe all of this will go away once school starts up again. On the plus side it is always getting closer to NDK. But things will just go back to the same old shit once that is over. But the main point of this bog was to state that the future does not look pleasant and it bothers me. And that I need to find something to do or get off my ass so I can stop thinking about the future. I do not know where this is going so im going to stop.

Bad Ass

Ok so it is only one month away and I cannot wait. This year is going to be bad ass. If you do not know what I am talking about good. But anyway just so you know this is who I will be. This cosplay experiance will be much better then the last few years. Though I still have a toon crush on Subaru. This will be better because i fit this character much better then Krim. Also I wont have to tape my nipples and do extream bullshit with my hair. Just have to get thre wig to work out great. Still debating on if I should continue to grow my hair out in that style so I would not have to worry about a wig next year. Oh and traditional japanese clothing rocks. How did that ever go out of style. This is just going to be bad ass. Now if you do not like sake then there is something wrong with you. And always remember that one can only have sex near a real fire.