This current living condition is taxing me. With nothing to do I find myself spending money out of boredom. This is not healthy. Because I have nothing to do I find myself beating things and then going out and buying new things in order to fill up time that was once occupied. When I was in school I had that to distract me and could spend what free time I had playing league, slowly beating games, watching anime, reading manga, or hanging out with friends. Now that I have a shit tun of time I find myself with less to do. So I have to look for new things to do and that costs money. I guess I could put points into my future but it is hard to concentrate on that. In the mean time just going to have to find something to occupy my time.

Pain

For most people, pain is something that is supposed to tell a person that something is wrong. This creates a problem for me. I have a very high tolerance of pain. So something that normally would get a person to see a doctor, for me the same pain might not trigger the same response. This brings about both good and bad. On one hand pain does not slow me down. On the other you can have massive infections, that on a normal person would cause them to think hey I might need to see someone for this. Anyways the problem was fixed just at the right time before things got worse. So you know what good.

Gunslinger Girl

So I was in the mood to watch an anime and I chose Gunslinger Girl because it was easily available and it looked interesting. Usually I will read a manga but this time around I was in the mood for an anime. When it comes to anime verses manga both have the advantages and disadvantages. What anime has over manga is sound and motion. Manga on the other hand takes up less time and really accessible. Also most animes are adapted from manga so they will change the story in certain places to make it into a better anime. One thing that pisses me off is when they will put out an anime and then put out basically the same anime but change it to follow the manga. Looking at you Full Metal alchemists. Not that Brotherhood was bad it is just annoying to have one version of the anime and then to have to get another because they can make more money. Why not just do it right the first time and save everyone the trouble. Anyway back to the point Gunslinger Girl. Overall I would say it was a good anime. I liked the concept and the development and how they showed different angles to the program. It was worth the one time watch.

Sanity?

So there has been a lack of sanity in the group lately and it looks like for me that things should get back to the disciplined self. When divination gets out of hand things tend to go wrong. It is not that I do not like the concept of gruul or red I just need to get a better understanding of what that answer meant with out loosing the essence of my own soul. Really I think once again that it means to avoid good and evil. Not to lose myself to emotion. It is important to consider emotion in the process of living life but to go to far and be an indulgent ass, one will lose themselves to the madness.

Anyways going to be spending some time playing Fire Emblem. From what I have heard a lot of people did not like the one for the game cube but I am going to give this one a second shot. This is because I am a huge Fire Emblem fan and the only other thing I have to do is dick around on Star Wars and League. I did not play through it the first time because I did not like the fact it was on a counsel. I still think that Fire Emblem belongs on a hand held but because I like the franchise so much I will play this one through and if I can find the one for the Wii I will beat that one as well.

Opening

So if you listent to like all the 70s tatsunoku openings they are all done by the same guy it is fucking hallious. Here are some links.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=LWGduIpJ6fA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WXSB8lv9Zw

Update of Fate

So I did some divination and I am on team red. This should have been obvious because when I did this I had three people with a red represented. After the color was decided I looked into what guild I was in and it is Gruul. Let the barbarism commence. Like the esteemed Borborygmos would say crush them we eat.